I don't have an easy job. Today was an especially difficult day. For the past couple of months I've been pouring my energies into a young man and today I found out that he wants nothing to do with me. He's been so receptive, asking questions, and wanting to know more about the Word. But, about 3 weeks ago he stopped calling and dropped off the radar.
It's no coincidence that right before he dropped out of sight we were talking about the implications of believing the Gospel. He realized that he needed to make a choice, but kept saying that Jesus demanded too high of a price. I am actually glad that he was weighing the cost, but I'm also sad that he has decided it's just not worth it. Yet, there were some incredible opportunities to sow the seed and I am grateful for those moments. Truly, the seed developing and believing is not my work anyway and so I'll wait and trust that the Spirit knows best.
Yet, it's still difficult. I'm lamenting the loss of a good friend and language partner. My heart is heavy because I desperately want to see him embrace the Good News. I am distraught knowing he is running away from the Lord. But, I'm also challenged to trust that God's timing is right and that God is asking me to be faithful in the midst of a discouraging turn of events.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
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3 comments:
hey Mark, thanks for sharing. making disciples is no easy endeavor. i have seen this over and over. i wish that i had "words of wisdom" for you, but you sound like you are keeping focus. the parable of the sower is one that i return to over and over. stay faithful and do what God has called you to. . .He will do the rest in His time. sometimes it would be easier if we had Mcministry where you have instant disciples, but it just doesn't work that way! (at least if you are being obedient to the Word).
Praying with you and looking forward to being back in Lisboa in just a couple of months! Craig
I'm sorry, Mark. I know that's discouraging. I'm glad you are keeping things in perspective. I will continue to pray for your friend's heart.
We will keep praying for him. You are so bold in the gospel, God is saying "well done", you planted the seed, keep planting ''O Farmer for God".
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